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Created on 2007-08-10 21:52:52 (#13570929), last updated 2008-01-07

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Name:	Radly Kewoah
Birthdate:	1989-01-08
Location:	United Kingdom
Website:	Livejournal

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She once had true ambition, inside that pretty head. And now she's serving breakfasts and her soul is truly dead
- Capdown

When everything's made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am
- Goo Goo Dolls

I don't like to give out my name online, if you know it then you should feel privileged, if not, you probably know one of my aliases. I'd rather be called something different anyway, I sometimes go by a variety of different names or nicknames, so don't be confused if you hear me called something else.

I'm eighteen years old, but I wish I was older or younger. Thats a little contradictory I understand, but when you're young you see the world differently, and when you're older the world see's you differently. At eighteen, you're too old to be innocent, too young to be properly counted and respected.

I am on the mend, at least now I can say that I am trying. And I hope you will forget things I still lack.
- Brand New

I haven't had the best life, and I haven't been the best person. People have told me I'm a strong person, but I tend to disagree, strong people don't lean and drain people like I do. And they definately aren't as destructive as I am.

I've been diagnosed with depression, but I've never really had the strength or courage to take the steps I need to get better, I don't think I can even now, but I do try, even when it seems like I'm not.

I tend to drink a lot, pass out and then not remember anything that happened. So if you get drunken messages from me, or there are drunk posts in my livejournal, I can only apologise and say that at least you have been forewarned.

There's no way you can change me now, get back, you know. I don't need you to save me
- Cobra Starship

I don't want people to try and save me anymore, talk to me, listen to me, laugh with me, cry with me, be my friend, not a brave hero. I think I can do this by myself, I think I need to do this by myself. The people who try to save me, are the ones I always end up losing, and I'd rather keep you than have you risk it.

It was the song that saved me. I remember, remember everything, all the tracks that shaped and changed me
- Kill Hannah

Music is a big, big part of my life. Songs make me smile, laugh, cry, remember things, remember people. Sometimes I wish my life was a musical because there's so much more expression and less complication in songs.

I go to a lot of gigs. They are like my home or safe place. I don't feel afraid to be myself, and at that moment when you're in the crowd, theres music flooding through you and you're moving as one with a million other people, thats when I feel truly alive.

These friends are, new friends are golden
- Fall Out Boy

I have trouble keeping friends, as much as I hate losing them. It's rarely on purpose that I stop talking to people or grow apart from them, though I think the way I am means I alienate people and push them away when I get to close.

It's always nice to make friends, or find old ones, but if you wish to friend this journal, please drop me a comment so I know who you are, I'm extremely wary of people online.

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